Allowing people to tell their stories, enables them to release the pressure that they hold.

I’m not long back from my weekly men’s group. I am so grateful for this group, especially at this time here on Maui. A group of men who I get to know that little bit more each week. A group of men with whom I can sit and be honest and real with. A place for accountability, vulnerability. For listening, support, maybe challenged at times….but never judgement.

In the presence of giants. Driving through a forest of Red Woods last week in Northern California.

Looking up to the sky in a forest of Red Woods in Northern California

I always say that I will make a Mana Foods' cookie last, but never succeed. They are so good.

I returned home yesterday to rental cars parked up in the fields around the airport here on Maui. I hadn’t seen that since height of COVID. Then, with no visitors on the island, there was nowhere (apart from the fields around the airport) to park up the huge excess of unwanted rental cars.

This time, with so many visitors leaving in the wake of the devastating wild fires, there is again no room in the garages for the unwanted rental cars.

🏝️ I’m starting the journey back to Maui. I’m both wanting to be back home and anxious as to what I am returning to (though very gratefully, my home is safe).

🏝️ I’m starting the journey back to Maui. I’m both wanting to be back home and anxious as to what I am returning to (though very gratefully, my home is safe).

I’m missing Sea Ranch already, but I’m also missing home given what has happened in Maui. I’m heading back there tomorrow.

🐳 More whales swimming past Sea Ranch this afternoon. We can see their spouts way out in the ocean.

🐳 More whales swimming past Sea Ranch this afternoon. We can see their spouts way out in the ocean.

As the day ends here, I find myself still thinking over what has happened in Maui in the last 24 hours. Disbelief at the level of destruction, especially in Lahaina as it looks as though it has been raised to the ground, but also to those who have lost homes in Upcountry Maui. Sadness accompanying that disbelief with the realization that fellow islanders have lost all of their possessions.

I have picked up various stories from family and friends throughout the day. Fires continue to burn, though weakening winds have allowed helicopters to move in and drop water, assisting the fire fighters below (that was not possible yesterday due to the high winds).

This will be a long game. Buildings and towns need to be rebuilt, jobs and businesses put back together, communities rebuilt. The efforts are starting.

While this story has been forefront in my mind through today, I don’t think that the full reality will hit me until I am back on island this coming weekend.

Sunset this evening from Sea Ranch. We also saw some whale spouts and splashes, maybe from their flukes, way off shore, and were wondering if they were making their way to Hawaii? What a beautiful evening.

Sunset over the Pacific Ocean from the cliffs at Sea Ranch, California

Walking through the fields, by the coast, at Sea Ranch.

A footpath, wooden fence and field of dry grass, with a dead thistle in the foreground and tree in the background

As I spend some time with family in California, the news that is coming out of Maui of the terrible fires there is heartbreaking. It sounds as though Front Street, and the historic area of Lahaina, including around the Bayan tree has been devastated (though to what degree is unclear right now, depending on one’s news source), with winds from the Hurricane Dora fanning the flames and making fire fighting impossible.

In addition to Lahaina, there are fires in Kula and heading down to Kihei. We have heard from friends who have been evacuated. Here’s hoping for the that the winds die down, allowing the fire fighters to do their job.

Thankfully our part of the island has not been touched by the fires. Though I imagine that it will take a while for Maui to recover from this.

These misty, Northern Californian mornings, fit my being perfectly.

A view from an upstairs window, showing a very misty morning as I look over a rooftop and chimney pipe

Hike to the bluff and there are three chairs waiting for you to take a rest, and take in the ocean views.

Three chairs sitting on a bluff overlooking the ocean

😶‍🌫️ Waking up to a foggy and damp morning. Perfect for moving slowly.

😶‍🌫️ Waking up to a foggy and damp morning. Perfect for moving slowly.

🥱 Tired after a day of driving.

🥱 Tired after a day of driving.